I love shadow..

站在太阳下，反映出自己的影子。
在影子里并不会看到人的不愉快，
因为那悲伤的眼泪，
已经被自己的影子给遮盖住了。

10月16日
今天的我，
是真得很开心！！！
好久好久没见到他们了，当然还有我的龙咯..
百年不见，还是一样..哈哈
还有还有，
今天是我的雯的生日（我知道你一定会说：我不是你的咯，我是他的！）
很开心啊~
忘我的状态！哈哈

傻婆！生日快乐啊！
还有梦婷！生日快乐！

Things are going better and better

we are getting MATURE!

xD

hmm..

well,I viewed someone's blog just now..
I feel shamed that now I only realised the problems..
I asked myself,do you want to be like xxx?
answer came from my mind,ABSOLUTELY NO!
I dont want to be like this..I dont like the ending..
they shouldn't be like this..they could be a sweet couple..
what to do?the problems appeared and never ended unless..............
hard or impossible to make it..
just pray that they can be together again after this..

p/s:H,I've confident in you..you can make it!Please dont give up..

concept..

当事情变得毫无头绪的时候，

请回到原点，

从新出发。

Give it back to you~!

Dicky Chin!

give it back to you!

lalalala~~~

Where are you?

I'm alone here.

can someone lend me a hand?

叉烧之作

夜，寂静与沉默。它却记载了多少人的述苦，又有多少人的希望是被它所毁灭。广，划破漆黑的天穹，穿过云层，如弓支般一丝丝的射落于人间，带着无数的希望与升级，感染大地，让每个人类都是为了希望而存活，为了明天而生存，在多么绝望都好，那也只是黑夜的过渡期，再漆黑，黎明也会降临，明天会是希望。



突然间，看到这个，是很以前，一个朋友作的。

还有50分钟。

还有50分钟就是我的生日了。
原以为，应该会很不开心。
可是却出乎预料。
我刚刚已得到朋友的祝福与礼物。
开心死了！
首先感谢489，他给我的祝福是我想要得！
2. Joey Ong,她圆了我生日的一个梦，可是她爆我的料，如果当事人看了，在这里说声抱歉，我是开玩笑的！哈哈
3. 刘雯敏，假假将跟我说了生日快乐。
4. 班长还有两位补习的朋友，谢谢你们！哈哈
5. 杨盛富，谢谢你特地来我家，你的礼物和蛋糕我都很喜欢。
6. Uncle Yim，他很lame，告诉我说叫我记得charge电。哈哈！





好啦，目前收到的，就这些！

I saw him.

I found him in her profile.

Laugh out loud!

Sorry dad,I'm not mean to laugh you here. but it's really fun and I must share here. I'm at my auntie's house now. While I was checking my mail. My dad called me and asked me whether the biscuit is a dog's food or what. because it's written " gou bing ". but I told my dad it's an edible food, because I thought that my aunt wouldn't put the dog's food on the table. then my dad opened it and ate. Luckily he didn't eat it once,he just tried. then suddenly my mum shouted,It's dog's food! Oh my gosh,all of us laughed at my dad. then he quickly ran into the toilet and washed his mouth. when my dad came out,he "bark" like a dog, It's really really fun! he really brought a lot of joys for us. HAHAHAHA.

New BlogSkin

Changed Again.

You've been tagged!

1. 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2. 請老實的回答每一個問題。
3. 不行擅自塗改題目。
4. 點完後請通知那10位朋友他被點到了。

以下这几位，抱歉啦，你…… 被点到了!
1. Wen
2. Zhen
3. KietYin
4. XueNi
5. XiaoDong
6.LaoPo
7. MeiXin
8. Leng
9. SueSien


~個 人 題 - 10 題~
01) 你叫什么：管嘉仪
02) 你的綽號：hamga
03) 你的血型：O
04) 你的星座：处女座
05) 你是男還是女：女
06) 你幾歲：17岁
07) 你住哪裡：neh..那里啦!你不懂咩？hoho
08) 你現在的學校 ：SMJK YU HUA
09) 你有沒有手機 :有，可是进厂了~
10) Contact list 有多少个人：150

~~朋 友 題 - 10 題~~
11) 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 不答！（说多不多，说少不少）
12) 你最討厭的人（限１個）: 无可奉告！

~~ 情 題 - 10 題~~
21) 你有沒有喜歡的人：有/没有？hohoh
24) 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：多的是，出名主动。
25) 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：说出来会被笑吗？哈哈
26) 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友： 2
27) 現在有另一半嗎: 没有
28) 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：倒追她，哈哈
29) 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : 可能性很大
30) 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 因为一个拇指。
31) 你和另一半牽手過嗎: 有
32) 你和另一半抱或親過嗎: 恋爱经验非常的少，因为不曾约会。哈哈
33) 你跟異性牽手過嗎: 有
34) 是誰，你們什麼關係？：老爸，前男友，朋友
35) 現在有人在追你嗎： 据说没有

~~混 合 題 - 10 題~~
36) 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：哭
37) 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：应该会原谅她
38) 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：惯了
39) 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：有想过。
40) 你上課認真嗎 ：如果是我想上的课，我会
41) 你功課好不好：中归中举
42) 你开电腦都在幹麻: 听歌
43) 你的即时通有多少个同性：X
44) 你的即時通裡有多少個異性:X

~~ 兇 手 題 - 10 題~~
45) 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰： April
46) 这個人對你好不好：她敢对我不好？！（开玩笑）^^
47) 這個人是你的誰：朋友
48) 你有喜歡過這個人吗？ ：erm.......er...m.....
49) 你們認識多久了：今年才认识
50) 這個人是怎樣的人：笑声很大的人。哈哈
51) 这个人正／帥嗎：废话，出名美！
52) 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：有啊~有时我们整大班会一起去science lab
53) 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：喜欢就追！哈哈

~~~ 聯 想 題 - 10 ~~~
56) 說到正妹你會想到誰：真，宁
57) 說到帥哥你會想到誰： 周杰伦，哈哈哈
58) 說到憨你會想到誰：还可以是谁？阿雯！
59) 說到痴你會想到誰：敏，她的名叫小痴！
60) 說到暗戀你會想到誰：secret，不要误会，他绝对是个人名！
61) 說到出去玩你會想到誰：蔓
62) 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：雯
63) 說到傻子你會想到誰：雯
64) 說到笑點低你會想到誰：雯
65) 說到愛笑你會想到誰： 雯，真，我

~~~ 學 校 題 - 11 題~~
66) 你的班導是誰：Pn. Cheong Mei Ngai
67) 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：前面算起第三个 [位子不定。每个星期换一次]
68) 你最喜歡的老師是誰：当然是我的9号啦！Theng`
70) 你的英文好嗎： 烂
71) 你的體育好嗎： 差，从小有病，没机会运动。
72) 你的数学好么：不错
73) 你喜不喜歡你的校長：errrrrrrr........
74) 你的學校好看嗎： 可以用好看来形容吗？
75) 你的班級是：5G
76) 你的班級在幾樓：4楼

你的心比你的模样来的丑陋！

世界上怎么会出现这样的人呢？
不理会别人的感受，
伤害别人，
就为了自己的利益。

你伤了别人，
就算是你成功了，
风光吗？值得吗？

人不为己，天诛地灭。
我懂它的道理，
可是能让它变得道德点吗？
毕竟它是句名句！

该做得已做了，
该劝的都劝了，
该原谅的都原谅了，
该包容的都包容了。

不要再犯错了，可以吗？

Took it secretly.

Kakiku...
Finished school..

Lao po & Shian Jun

38 Po---mint

the afternoon session 1..

Beauty--pay min

Balik Rumah..

Girls

Joey & YJJ

Acting JAY!

Busy Talking!

How concentrate they were!

Jay or bu jin yun?

Caresse & x.wei

mint did it for me...yuck!LOL

c.he so happy.

Peekhee--following the lesson.

Yenlee!!!

mint took it....

girls who sit behind me!

Curi tangkap!

Our tauke...mei yee~

Yin Xuan~!!

hardworking girl..Suh Hua

Mint & me

guess wat?my table..LOL

Class with ponteng girls...

别把别人对你的好当作是理所当然的事。

Someday,I would meet my sunshine.

What a confused ambition.

Oh gosh...who's going to save me now?

I've decided to choose to be an accountant as my future career since i was 15-year-old.

I never confused about it.

But now I did!

I was working in Golden Screen Cinemas' head office's finance/Account Department last year.

As my friends are working as accountant,

they told me not to be an accountant.

the reasons are.

You have no time to do what you want to do during your holidays!

You have no time to cook for your children.

You have to hire a nanny for caring them.The time they could talk to you is least!

As an example,

31st december,every departments can go back home at 5pm,

but finance department couldn't do that.

we have to finish all our jobs,closed all the files.

and I did experienced it!

Somemore worked till 8pm.

There're some reasons why I chose to be an accountant.

because it's related with NUMBER!

I'm sensitive in NUMBER!

and also my future sister-in-law is an accountant too!

she is sitting for ACCA test now!

Mummy told me not to worry about it,

because the most important thing I have to care about is SPM.

LOL...yea,I think so!=D

The promises between u and me..

okay,my sister needs to leave me for 6 months.

From 1st July ---- december.

Due to she is studying travel & hotel management,

she is going to have a training at westin hotel langkawi.

yet she have to celebrate her actual 21st birthday with her only 5 coursemates.

really sorry that I couldnt send her to airport bcos I'm sick now.

my mum doesnt allow me to follow.

before my sister leave the house,i was asleep,

and she just pushed me when she was going to leave the house and said bye bye.

omg,so sorry that i didnt talk much to u..

I just sent a "balia take care" when i really got up from my bed.

den she replied me,"haha..ok..U must take k bobo(my puppy who usually take care by my sister)..study hard ya..:D..bye.."

sure i will study hard,and U also must do ur best.

it is the last test in your exam,get back an A for us!

the moment we meet again would be the date u come bk!

so,take care urself,as dad said,customers always the right 1!

when u're facing problems,pls call back!

BYE!

Balia Leng's 21st birthday

Let photos tell you all...

Pessimistic Vs Optimistic

Pessimistic?
It might happen to us if we kept facing problems.

But..after that..something goods would happen right?

So,we have to keep going on.

DONT GIVE UP EASILY!

Optimistic?
After all the bad stuffs,my luck would be coming back..
Dearest,I'm waiting for U.We must always think from the bright side!

``夜，寂静与沉默。

它却记载了多少人的述苦，又有多少人的希望是被它所毁灭。

广，划破漆黑的天穹，穿过云层，如弓支般一丝丝的射落于人间，带着无数的希望与升级，感染大

地，让每个人类都是为了希望而存活，为了明天而生存，在多么绝望都好，那也只是黑夜的过渡期，

再漆黑，黎明也会降临，明天会是希望。 ``

Reply to Zhen..

Woi...u hurt me d.................
always say wen in your blog..
haiz....u called wen don forget next friday rite??
den i can forget it bo??LOL.

I Miss U!!

I was doing ntg during the 2 weeks holiday..
everyday stayed at home..
waited breakfast,lunch,dinner..
watched dramaS,tuition and sleep..
Early in the morning,there was no1 in da house.
It was really bored..
I still remember years ago,we would go back to our kampung with other relatives.
It was really happy!
we played,joke and talked non-sense..
the women were busy playing their mahjong.
the men were busy talking about the government.
the children were busy playing poker and watching tv show.
the daughters were caring their father and stepmother.
the sons were thinking how to solve the problems.
we were happy that time!felt happiness!
every Cny,holiday we would group together.
but now,everything seem changed.
we dont gather anymore.
we dont go back kampung anymore.
JUST BECAUSE MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY!
we're still gather with the relatives around us,
but we dont gather with the relatives whose are living at Ipoh.
the time we meet would be the qing ming.
once a year...kinda least.
all my grandpaS and grandmaS passed away d..
I miss them very much!
they lived my house b4..they taught me many things.
my hakka,mandarin and cantonese..

Eminem feat .Dido - Stan!

just pay attention to my recent updated!
I just added a nice song.
U may heard it when u entered my blog!
It's really nice!
although this song isn't a new song,but it's nice and FUN!
I like its lyrics!
If u really paid attention,u could feel what I felt!
Inside this song,mostly are rapping.
I dont like rapping at all,but i did when i heard this song!
This song is about a crazy fan(stan) and his idol(slim).
he just do wateva his idol did!
he kept writing letter to his idol,but no respond.
from the 1st letter,2nd letter..............
and finally he got mad!Lol..
I dont want to say it all,
otherwise all of u wont listen to it.
It might take u some time,
so...just be patient ya!U wont regret!

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..

got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window..

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray,

but your picture on my wall

It reminds me, that it's not so bad,

it's not so bad.. (x2)

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin

I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em

There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin

Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?

My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father

If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?

I'ma name her Bonnie

I read about your Uncle Ronnie too,I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him

I know you probably hear this everyday,

but I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam

I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man

I like the shit you did with Rawkus too,that shit was fat

Anyways, I hope you get this man,

hit me back, just to chat, truly yours,

your biggest fan

This is Stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans

If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert

you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew

That's my little brother man, he's only six years old

We waited in the blistering cold for you, four hours and you just said, "No."

That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol

He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to

Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you

you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way

I never knew my father neither;

he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

I can relate to what you're saying in your songs

so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on

cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7

But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does

She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up

You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours, Stan --

P.S. We should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,

this'll be the last package I ever send your ass

It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?

I know you got my last two letters;

I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect

So this is my cassette I'm sending you,

I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now,

I'm doing 90 on the freeway

Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?

You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"

about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't,

then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?

That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning

Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now,

I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call

I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall

I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it

You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it

And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it

I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me

See Slim; {*screaming*}

Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!

Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk

but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up,

see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too

Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now

Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?

{*car tires squeal*} {*CRASH*} .. {*brief silence*} .. {*LOUD splash*}

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy

You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?

Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that

and here's an autograph for your brother,

I wrote it on the Starter cap

I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you

Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you

But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?

I say that shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is you?

You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling

to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some

And what's this shit about us meant to be together?

That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other

I really think you and your girlfriend need each other

or maybe you just need to treat her better

I hope you get to read this letter,

I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself,

I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan

why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan

I just don't want you to do some crazy shit

I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick

Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge

and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid

and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to

Come to think about, his name was.. it was you

Damn!

Tearin' up my heart and soul

It's tearing up my heart when I'm with you.
But when we are apart, I feel it too.

And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
with or without you.

PASS!!!!

don't know why..
I hate people who tell me that he/she pass his/her test and get his/her license..
NO~~~don't tell me you pass!!!
dont tell me you drive yourself.........!!!
think of my feeling......I'm a september baby..
it's still early for me..
I have to finish my spm only I can get my license...
however,I always console myself that.."have people fetch,not go meh??"
NOT GOOD!!!I want to drive myself~!!!
I am ms.Independent!!lol..
omg....................cannot tahan d la....
most of my friends have their license d..


Using old phone recently..
cos I'm using 2 phones..
I tot no photo in the phone d..since i didn't use it for a long time..
but when I opened the receive file..i saw tons of photos..
the memories kept coming back..
and oso his photo..I like it!
He look cute~
messages also...i saved them in a special file..
I viewed back all...sweet man~~lol
MISS HIM!REALLY MISS HIM!!

Happy Birthday, Baby!!

Another big big day for me.

today is my baby (yuko khoo zhi ning)'s birthday!

wish her all the best!Lol.......

Still remember I made a paper clay for her last year.lol

I already single for 2 years.

2/6/2007,I broke with him.

I was guilty that time,but now i knew that now he is very happy~lol

Yeah!!I make it!

I do promised myself after form 5 only paktuo!

just left half year~woohoooo!

Copied from Pn Lim..

I've copied this story from Pn Lim's blog..
It's really meaningful..

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'

The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.'

What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father.

'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl.

'If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that Imay let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.'

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...

This message is too short......but carries a lot of Feeling..

I were a PIG!

Omg.............

how could my holiday be so bored??

I sleep at 1++am everyday,but wake up at 8am..

not even 7 hours..tis call life??tis call holiday??

I finished my drama..

I used 14 hours to finished it...

again..Omg...............................

wat i'm going to do tml??

sleep,eat,play,watch............

I'm on the way to become PIG....

I cant imagine wat is my weight after holiday..

again..Omg................................

OMG...

OMG...

OMG...

OMG...

OMG...

Temporary..

erm..changed blogskin again..

this time wan to be simple..

so..simple black..

latin..my beloved..

i have to stop it for temporary..

i swear i will continue it after spm.

I SWEAR!

i wont give up..

O M G !

I cant believe that my exam had over!

but I feel bad~~

cos I duno wat I did in this exam..

My result might be a piece of shit!

lol...wat a big surprise..

no.11 ------------------------------------------------->no.43

not bad hur?i might suicide..lol

once my bm failed..ntg can say d..

dun tell me I M P O S S I B L E !

cos i was out of question..(li ti~)

omg!!!!!!!!!!

i'm scare man....

if it really happen..i oso duno wat will happen to me..

just came back from jusco..

sing k wif joey,mint,sookkuan and oso mei yee..

b4 we sing k..we went wan teng's house..

i was like..OMG!

her house really big!

hey..I'm not kidding..It's not a joke!

then we went back jusco and started to sing~~

there was a person who join us too..

LUYI~~haha...if wan c photo den view her blog la~!!

mint,joey and I kept dancing "cheng yao" from show..

omg..we met wan teng again in the k room..

we danced it 2 times in our room..and danced once time in wan teng's room..

all of them were just like..><""""

hahaha...

I . H A T E . E X A M.

What I'm going to talk now is related with the title i wrote.
(sure man.what is the meaning of TITLE?lol.)
well.today was the fourth day of my exam.
the subjects was SEJARAH & MORAL.
the only 2 word can describe this 2 subjects is N O O B & L O U S Y!
today when i was sitting in the hall,my friend asked me.
"can you teach me SEJARAH before SPM?"
oh god.I would like to tell her MY SEJARAH IS POOR!
i replied,"the only thing can do with sejarah is MEMORISE,gal."
lol.i was just telling the truth.
dont you think so?lol.
yesterday i reached home at 1.30pm.
took my lunch,took bath and also WATCHING TV PROGRAMME!
around 2.30pm,i was sitting in the computer room with all my revision books.
studied,studied and studied.
I was wondering.Is it endless?
2.30pm to 8.00pm.
between this time sure I did something to release my stress!
ok.between these time,i just finished studied until chapter 3!
O M G!then i quickly did my revision with a speed 150kmh-1.
(lol.i was going to have accident.)
around 12am.
I finished studied and memorised it!
but still have form 4.
but i gave up!lol.
erm.do you think i can pass my sejarah?
for me,negative.
although i studied,but i still didn't know how to do it.
KEISANNYA~
going to have add maths exam tomorrow~
G O D . B L E S S . M E & E V E R Y O N E !
(PLS BLESS ME 1ST!LOL.=P)

Exam-ing...

sien d lo...

exam has started...

stress stress stress..

but i feel lik no mood to study d..

how??

stress.....

5g-09forever.blogspot.com..
my class's blog..........

Recently really stress...
having exam next week...
10 days......
and all my projects.....
gonna pass up next monday....
oh god......
when will I finish all this stress thing?

som1 told me tis.....
If U can go through the STRESSED...
It might be Ur DESSERTS....
Hope so..........

Just knew somthing tht made me feel sad and hurt.....
I tink.....It's over.....

Big Day!

对我来说，今天是我的大日子..
蹬蹬蹬蹬！
我和龙分手3年了！
时间过得还真快啊~
今天写日期才知道，4号了..
3年前的今天，我哭惨了！
一句“我想我们做会朋友比较好”，
把我的初恋毁了..
印象很深刻，因为某些原因..
不知道说自己记性好还是什么，
所有的点点滴滴，没忘。
几号，几点，地点，内容，没忘记过~
天啊~我记得去年的今天，我还很伤心..
事情终于过去了，开心啊~
以前的我一定会sms跟他说，
“阿龙！分手3年了啊！！”
而他一定会说，“这样的日子有必要记吗？傻婆”
对，很傻，可是傻得开心！
现在的他应该在做工，
我连他和他现在女朋友在一起的日子我都知道咧~
12月10日....厉害吧~！
（可能是因为自己没有这种日子，才会记得酱清楚..lol）
记得有人问过我，
如果你初恋追回你，你会要吗？
我的答案是.....
无论过几久，只要他追我，我一定要！
哈哈..要的原因是我觉得我们不应该酱短，
虽然很短，可是开心啊~
不过我们不可能了啦！
他很爱他女友！哈哈！
我也很爱我的人~lol

朋友都不能吗？

连续3天的放假，
自问除了做功课以外，就没做过什么了。
我还在懊恼我的add maths project 应该要怎样。
虽然已经有了答案，可是不想做啊~！！
天啊~我该怎么办好？
我就快死了吗？
为什么老是觉得很累啊？
每天8++去睡，11++才醒。
醒了过后吃东西，吃完东西没东西做，
又觉得累，2++睡到5++，
晚上11++就睡了。
告诉我，我是不是已净化到“猪”的境界？
我做add maths做到要傻了啦..
没心读书，14号就要考试了啦！！
告诉我，我该怎么办............................
刚刚没事做开了背影这首歌来听，
所谓“自讨苦吃”，
我的脑袋充满了他的画面，
心想，到底发生了什么事令到我们瞬间连朋友都没得做，
是因为我喜欢过你吗？
是怕她误会吗？还是...
我们不曾是朋友？
我真得很后悔让“你们”知道我喜欢他，
如果不是的话，我们还是朋友啊~~~
还有那句话.....（你们应该懂吧？）
大佬，很够力hurt咯.......
虽然我不是，可是我曾经可能是啊~
说话别说得太过分~~~~~~~

New Blogskin~

Yoyoyo~!!

changed blogskin again.....

也许...

也许...

也许..我不曾拥有过..

Good Luck..

Good Luck..

You're having a game tomorrow..
Not brave enough to wish you,
so decided write it here..

12th..ALL THE BEST TO YOU!

This Is World..

This Is World..

I tot I've Everything,
but in the end,I realised that I've nothing,
I lost everything...

One Week Off...

One Week Off...

i'm getting out of my study d...
exactly 1 week week din enter the class for a period..
just becoause of performance and competition..
finally i have my time to update my blog..lol
okay,start from the 1st day..

9/4/09 (Thrusday)
Softball Practice Day..
we're getting better now..
cos everyone knew that how important is the competition,
and mayb it will be the last year.
we appreciate the time we left.
and practice well.
after the practice of softball,
i went to the practice of performance.
cos i'm gonna perform at sunway college.
8pm to 10pm...
discussed everything we need to,
getting ready for thge performance.

10/4/09 (Friday)
today was the day i performed in sunway college..
woke up at 5am.
cos we have to reach school at 5.45am.
just like before..
i was the first who reached there.
called adrian,afetr 2 mins..
they reached with mcdonald breakfast.
sure they wont buy for me.t.t
but nvm..i dun eat breakfast..
den registered ourselve to the functionary (ADRIAN)
cos he was the guy who guided us!lol
I saw he scolded by mr.yong..lol
reached sunway college bout 7.45am..
the functionaries brought us to the stage
and called us rehearsal see whether it got problem onot.
then was the turn teacher said things to us.
he said we gonna ready before 10am..
and we went to back stage there started to make up~~
omg..nightmare came..
we didnt know how to make up well.
den we tried and tried and tried..
finally done!pheww
then we practiced,warm up..
around 11.45am..
was our turn to performance.
omg.wat a sux performance...
but for the funtionaries,
they said it was a quiet nice show.
but for us NOT!
after performance then went back to school lo.
wat a day~

11/4/09 (Saturday)
In fact,it was the day i gonna go bk to school for last practice of softball competition.
just because of my mama forgot to tell me that the pd trip was changed date,
so i wasn't able to attend to the practice.
thousand of sorry for all my friends!
departed at 2pm..
reached there at 3.30pm i think..
we totally lost our way,
cos we didn't where was the bungalow,
so we decided to call my cousin and asked for help.
finally reached~!!
saw my auntie uncle cousins~~~~!
then we went beach at 6pm lo.
cos my uncle kept said wan to go although he duno how to swim..
alwayz gv us laugh~!lol
after that we went to my cousin's fren's restaurant to have our dinner!
wow!all of the food was thai style!
omg~!!my heaven~~~~
after we had our dinner,
went bk to bungalow lo....
and started ouyr bbq journey~
wah...ate so many things that day..
almost ate all~!!
as my cousin and my papa brought vodka and wine.
we decided to have a game~!!!
walaoeh~!!!!
i was the 1st loser!
drank 1 cup of vodka.
den continued..
my cousin was having a bad bad luck..
kept lost!
lol~we totally insane that time..cos it was so funny!!
after we finished the vodka.
we continued with my papa's wine.
the cousin was the big loser!
after we finished our wine.
he decided went out to buy beer!
just bcos he lost too much!lol
after the mixture of these two alcohol.
i was still ok..
but when i drank beer..
i'm started to WING!
felt so heavy.
as my auntie warning us not to vomit.
so i decided to stop,
if not give her scold!lol

12/4/09 (Sunday)
continued the pd trip....
woke up at 9.40am..
cos they wanted to go beach again!!
omg!i'm gonna die tis time!
cos i forgot to put some sun protection on my face!
getting dark and dark~!!!
we decided to play banana bot lo~
fell 4 times..
so shuang~~!!!hahahaha
after we had our lunch,
we went bk to bungalow there and have a nap..
cos really tired la~~~~~~~~!!!!!
around 5.30pm..
we decided to go bk home lo...

13/4/09 (Monday)
The 1st day of competition..
the competition was held at engku husain..
went school early in the morning.
got all the things we needed.
1st match was convent vs yuhua..
unluckily..we lost~!!!
2nd match was pandan indah vs yuhua..
this time we won..lol
when we wan to hv the 3rd match..
it was heavy rain...
and the umpire was decided to cancle the match and postponed it.

14/4/09 (Tuesday)
2nd day of competition..
Mint's birthday~!
just like normal..
went engku husain at 7.30am..
we continued the match wif saujana impian..
again lost..
it was our luck to have this unfair umpire and the choosing..
we have to choose batting 1st..
just bcos we chose wrong and the time of the competition,
the competition time changed to 45 mins..
just bcos we chose fielding 1st..we lost alot of time to get bk our mark!
tht's y we lost!Coach told us it was organizer's wrong..
nvm...competition is a game...
after the game,i decided to join the birthday party of mint~
wow..when i reached there..i saw lot of ppl..
shock me!!!!!lol
and we cpatured and took photo lo..
after that..i went bk home d..

15/4/09 (Wednesday)
3rd day of competition..
it was boy's turn now!
the 1st match was saujana impian vs yuhua..
yuhua won 10-7..3 marks..
2nd match was perimbun vs yuhua..
just bcos of the stupid organizer,
we have to change the player!
but after that they told us everything was ok now!
wat the fuck!now u only told us?!
wat ur purpose?!!!
we lost..1-3..2 marks
it was ok..cos we stil won 1 mark!
the 3rd match cheras jaya vs yuhua..
wow!!the most higest thing came!
yuhua did a TRIPLE KILL!
triple kill mean..it was full base..every base oso have ppl..
and then the batter bat out the ball,we caught it without fall on the ground
and took the ball to touch the base..in 1 batting,we killed 4 ppl!
and yuhua oso did home run!
no need i describe u all should know..wat is home run!
in 1 batting,we got 4 marks!
it was too high!
all of us shout and shout and shout!

16/4/09 (Thursday)
Last day of competition..
Birthday of Kid (joehom)
again...it was boy's competition..
1st match was engku husain vs yuhua..
they were so awesome!
and sure we lost!hahahha
in fact hv another match with teknik..
bcos of the lazy umpire..
they decided to cancel the game and told us no game again!
again..WHAT THE FUCK!
wat a unfair competition..
nvm..at least we had our time..
better than nothing!

Yu hua's softball!
You Are The Best!!!!!!