Friday, February 27, 2009

Long Time Didn't Update My Blog D...

Long Time Didn't Update My Blog D...

Finally I'm here for UPDATING my blog...
haha...dont talk so much craps here...
lazy to write things recently...
and also dont have thing gimme to write...haha



Having Movie with family~


Took This Photo while we were at hospital~

Papa and Dao teng~


Ki Siao Again~~~~



Study Face~NOOB!

Tht's all i DID in this few days~

In a nut shell,I AM BUSY!!!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Waiting.

Waiting.
Duno y suddenly hv a mood for writing blog..
maybe sienz gua.
today was my last jogathon in secondary school,
honestly,sure i will she bu de ...
but we have to face the fact..lolz
today,i was the 1st who reached school 1st..
just lik normal,wait my frens at lao di fang .
while i was waiting at there,
i saw him,he was waiting his gal outside of library,
once i turned back my head,the gal reached with a bright smile,
of course,when i saw my boy i will also like her..
okay,after 5 minutes..
i saw 1 of my fren reached,kah how-micness's boy..
he told me micness was waiting him in store..
but i din follow him,i just remain my place..
2 minutes more,38 po reached d..-vivian
she din say anything den straight away pulled my hand and walk with prompt steps..
sure i asked her y,where we are going,
den she told me..she suddenly feel tummy pain,wan to pang sai..
den i accompany her go toilet lo..
while i was waiting outside the toilet,i watched the video we recorded few fays ago..
it was really funny,we are really artist..
suddenly hv a girl pushed me,yea..here is she..cutie..
den sure i told her vivian de thing lo..
after a while,someone pushed me again..
quenie and yuko...
quenie was tummy pain too..
she brought 2 pack of tissues inside..then i told her vivian was there too..
den i chat wif yuko lo...cos we were waiting mah...
finally vivian came out..i told her quenie de thing..
do u know wat she ask me?
she asked me...does she enough tissue to use?i have more..
den i told her quenie ardy brought 2 inside..
den she continued,she asked yuko...
do you have any extra tissue?my tummy pain again..
gosh...she really geng!haha
den she went inside...
once she went in,quenie came out..
she said it's hard to pang sai in skool...she cant do tht..finally she failed...
vivian came out again...we talked for some time,
vivian said again..she said she stil wan to pang sai..
den went in AGAIN!
really geng la her...hahah
finally she did it..
we went out to the basketball court there..
and found our monitor to take attendence lo...
den we sat down and bla bla bla again...
and we planned to go out after jogathon for celebrate yin's birth..
started to run jor!!!!
i was together wif vivian..
we dont really run..haha!
den we met many ppl lo..run + walk + talk...
haha...around 1++ hours we reached skool d..
sure we went bought water and drink..
we wan to drink zhen zhu nai cha ..
but there was many ppl..lolz
need to queue summore...
do you know i saw who????
him again..he also queue-ing for buying it..
i just stood bhind him..
and tht time i was so malu...
cos his gal came and chat wif him..
walaoeh.....i juz stood bhind lo...
wan treat me lik tht meh....
den the gal went....
he stil stood infront of me..
form he and his frens's conversation..
i knew that he got 15th...
congratulation ya~~
after that we want to go out jor...
the main entrance was closed..
so we decided to use bus stop there...
when i turned to the bus stop...
omg!saw them again~~~
do we really so you yuan?
they were sitting there and paktuo...
malu jor.....duno wat to do..
juz act din c tht lo...
my frens oso said i was pity..
yea..i'm alwayz a pity gal~
then we went out for lunch lo...
pizza hut~~cos sao xing nv said wan eat wa..
ok lo....she big all mah..hahah
den we played while we were having our lunch..
it was funny..hahaha
nightmare was coming...
the gal came in...
but not wif her bf..phewww
she juz sat bside our table lo!!
den we billed and went to metropoint for a bowling game..
wah..so many ppl there ler..haha
and i din play bowling for a long time jor..
duno how to play..hahah
do u know wat happened when we were playing bowling??
the guy came!!!!and he just sat there and watched us!!
wat i'm going to do??!
so paiseh..i oso duno how to play!!!
1 day met them so many times..
my god~~~~pity me....t.t

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

A certain message,for a certain person...

A certain message,for a certain person...

I think i'm too rely on you jor.
I should not do that anyway.
It make me think much.
I used to talk with you all the day.
Once we dont talk,I will feel uncomfortable.
Really sorry about that.
I will try to overcome it,
so,dont worry.
I will be okay.
________________________________________________________
They told me this,I feel ><

What they told me?
I know that for you it's not a big deal,
cos you alwayz say that.
I tried to dont think too much.
I tried to stop listen to it.
I tried to do what you've expected.
I've done it in a certain time,
but in a certain time I failed.
________________________________________________________
I want to drink and drunk!

I dont want to drink,but I wan drunk.
It will be a bit confusing.
cos it's talking bout 2 things.
I want drunk it's just bcos I dont wan to tink too much.
I dont want to drink it's just bcos I will feel suffer.

Friday, January 30, 2009

突然觉得...我是开心的,他们是幸福的...

突然间心血来潮,把他们一一的找出来...
龙,鱼,朱,和...(不是全部都有在一起过,是喜欢过
他们是幸福的咯...
其中三个已经恋爱了...
还有一个啊...(当事人应该知道我在讲谁咯...哈哈
他呢...很明显有喜欢的人了咯...
可怜的他,还不告白...(快手快脚咯,不然就苏州过后无艇搭
那三个啊...幸福到~~~~
其中一个已经在一起超过一年了~
另外两个在一起几个月了~
还是那句...是幸福的咯!!!哈哈
我?!是开心的咯~
看到他们一个个幸福的样子~~~~
我和其中一个是特别好的...(最快分手那一个...龙
我差不多什么东西都跟他讲,
他呢~也还不错~会安慰一下下~
当然啦!我不会每次都找他,久久一次~
还是那句~我是开心的,他们是幸福的!

Friday, January 23, 2009

I tell ur guys a thing,u all should proud of me!

The feeling is dropping now...
wat i wrote in my private blog,
i'm starting to stp it,
and trying to use other ways to think it..
hey..darS..
"i'm pretty enough to do it!"
i can use other ways to think it jor...
do you all happy??
yiek yiek yiek~!!!
i know u did!
how jek??
got reward mou?hahaha
come come give me a kiss kiss ler..(for galsss onli hur!)

YOY0Y0YO~!!


I didn't realise that there are already hampers in my house jor~!!
it's extremely beautiful~~haha
i like it~!!!

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How??my face look better than b4 hur??

i tink so~!!haha...at least i have mood to capture photo lo~!!!

haha~!!!!

Monday, January 19, 2009

Pls....Enough d...

Pls Enough d...
i know i'm stupid enough..
i know i'm useless...
i know i'm unnessary...
so...stop it...now and ever!
i cant afford it....from excited changed to cried...
the highest dropped to the lowest...
i really cant afford it....
dont tink tht i'm strong...sorry...i'm not!
dun said tht i'm tough....i'm not!
from now on...I GIVE UP!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

My Name Is................

My Name Is Stephanie la!!!!!!!
no stephine
no stefany
no stephany
no stephanaie
no steffy
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 16, 2009

no title....

我讨厌 冬天的风冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛
我看到了恶魔
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空出现一道裂缝直接刻到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你
不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你
你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
总在我心里
最后一句其实还爱你

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

MC day+Wat a Day~

Not tht kind of "MC" la...
today is Creative motion club's enroll new members day~
Chung ka and me would be the MC~
at first i was not nervous at all...
oppositely,chung ka nervous until kept trembling...
walaoeh..=.="
and we rehearsal and rehearsal...
hiew chung ka really ><..
kept missed things!
aiyoyo~!!!!!
it's time we need to face to the audience...
quenie expect us stand on the middle of trhe stage!!
omg~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we took the wireless mike...
kept viewed the draft...
the form1 and 2 de students really no respond geh...
luckily they didn't Buu us!
phewwww~
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I tot everything had past....
I tot everything is okay now...
I tot i will not heard ur news anymore...
but now??wat is happening now??
why you appear again?!
cant you just hide and go ahead wif your business??!
you are driving us mad!
yea...b4 we were classmate,b4 we were tuition fren...
even u took him go,i oso din hate you,
why?!why you wan to break them??
i'm alone,i'm single,i dont mind!
but they are couple!now and ever!
yea...mayb u r glamor,
i'm not!we are not!
but the things we have,u dont have!
the god is fair,no need envy!

Monday, January 12, 2009

I feel bad......

An undescribeable feeling in my mind,my heart...
i duno how to describe it...
it's really driving me mad....
cant take it out from my mind....
i just want to say....Stop running in my mind!
i cant afford it...
every1 oso say i should not do tht...
but wat should i do??i duno y the feeling until now oso haven go..
maybe tht day i should not go...den everything will be ok...rite??
but i went d,cant regret....
i'm trying to tell myself,tht1 is the only 1...
once i saw tht thing,i will feel extremely bad...
Extremely bad!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

背影.....

A memorable song for me...
everytime i heard it,i will thinking bout him...
he said tht tis was the song between he and her..
but at the same time...this song oso the song between us...
he will not listen this song anymore...

nan..chonma cuwae...jinja cuwae...kesarami aniya...kesarami jinja aniya...ketehya...
this is not for him..but is for him...but he never know tht...i wish to tell him tht pig already dissapear in my mind...he was my past tense,u r my present and future tense...

Friday, January 9, 2009

Actually..........

Actually i'm quite happy in this class geh~!!!XD
b'cos they are not like my imagination.....
i tot tht they will be very cool,
by the way,they are freindly and funny~
although i'm not same class wif zhen zhen and wen wen them..
but we oso meet everyday ler~!!!
just like b4~~~~hahahahahah

Thursday, January 8, 2009

yoyoyo....new year new blogskin~!!!!!

Finally i changed my blogskin again....
the skin maker also call Stephanie ler...sooo ngam~~haha
Reopen Skool a few days jor lu....
busy until pang sai oso no time..(eh..i'm serious..haha)
saw him,him and him..(how come so many him??)
juz 1 only lo...the common 1...haha
he is soooo sweet~~alwayz paktuo wif his gal..(sure la..abuden..=.=)
alwayz pass through my class...i saw him but i act din see him...wakaka..(i like to act mah..)
actually my heart hv feeling de lo...but i cannot show out..(cos i'm a artist..haha)
weeeeeeee~~~

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I'm Totally ><......

I'm Totally ><......

I'm totally ><>
31/12/08-4/1/09...
everyday 2,3am++ only slept....
1++pm only woke up....
my life totally up side down....
i'm wondering how i gonna wake up tomorrow??
6am?!omg..................
cannot tahan d.....i'm getting die~

3/1/09
-------->
11am woke up....12pm reached ktm....
i almost mad when i met them AGAIN!
they are my school frens...
i oledi met them for 2 days~!!
den quenie and I went to buy ticket to kl sentral...
gosh...Quenie had brought touch and go...
she din tell me at all...I'm going to buy it...
as yuko also got go,when we reached serdang we have to came down and wait her..
cos it suddenly rain~!!!
Quenie and I stood at the aisle there...
but we were still get wet.......arggg..
Yuko came,den she told her shoes had totally wet~
she have to buy a new shoes...
but suddenly gave up,
cos she is waiting her mum to buy for her~
then the ktm came....gosh...finally..........
then we reached kl sentral....
changed to monorail....
did you know wat happen to us when we were using the escalator?
the escalator was suddenly stopped~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gosh.....shock me....
then we reached imbi....gosh....i met them again~!!!
how mant times i need to meet them??
we said hi den straight away went...hahhaha
we went penang village ate our lunch lo....
suddenly my bro called me,
he asked me...do you know who i saw just now?i saw xiao qian!
den i asked him where is him...
he said he is in ts...gosh...
why dont you fetch me come?!
den i told him,i knew...
cos we dated xiao qian came geh...
den xiao qian came and met us....with terek~
den we chat chat chat lo...
after we ate,we shop ourselve lo...
cos dun1 kacau ppl paktuo mah..dun1 to be spotlight~
den we bought something den went bk midvalley le...
there was around 4pm...
went we reached midvally,it was already 4.45++...
then we shop shop shop....
i have to help my sis buy perfume....
cos her fren birthday....
budget is around rm150..
gosh....text me meh...how to buy o....
luckily Quenie was there,if not sure i quarrel wif my sis!
hate it~~~~~
after we packed then went shopping lo....
walao...i bought many thingssss...hahaha
my leg totally bcame cacat jor...
around 7pm...we got to go home jor...
cos we were oso invited to the fren's party.....
we were late...Quenie mummy is scolding...
den Quenie took me as a rescue...
she said i wan pang sai wa......omg~wan said oso dun1 to say tis la.....
mummy....my image was spoil!
den we reached kajang lo....straight away went there...
den we ate ate ate lo....
i met my ex neighbour ler...
but he forgot me jor...cham...he just rmb my sis.....
then my sis came....den we chat chat chat...
den we went to wei liong de house lo...haha...
around 11pm den we have to go jor..
tis time was bosco fetched us...
we went to limteh at station 1 sg long....
we chat lo....play lo....
around 1am++,den we went home jor lo....
tis was my 3/1/09 and 4/1/09...hahahahaha

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy New Year 2oo9

Happy New Year 2oo9~!!!

Study Part
---------------->
This year will be the best year for me...
cos spm is coming~!!!
i'm waiting for spm and i have confident to have a good result,
just bcos of my new classmates~!
i know they will make me stress but the other side i will be more hard and smart~!
有竞争才有进步~!!
this is the word my mum had told me b4 when i knew tht i will be in G class next year~!
no pain,no victory~
this word is true,i believe in tht~
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Love part
------------->
This year will be the only year tht i'm not looking for a boy...
i do promised myself,family and my frens..
After form 5,must be after form 5...
cos i knew tht tis year will be the bz year for us...
we have no time to tink tht....
i will wait until after spm~!
as i said,1 year is quite short for us....
I know i can do tht~!!!!
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Wish Part
-------------->
31/12/08,my dad told me tht we should set a target and do our best to complete it...
then i told him,in this year (2009),i juzt have 1 thing tht i need to concentrate,
the only job i gonna do in tis year....
SPm!!!the only wishes in my heart....i will try my best to do it!
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Friend Part
---------------->
Friendship is one of the important thing i need to appreciate...
cos tis year will be the last year of secondary skool...
all of us oso dun wan to let it be...included me...
cos it really have a lot of memories in tis skool,tis class,tis aisle,tis lab,tis field......
we alwayz walk around the skool,
we are study in tis class,
we are playing in tis aisle,
we are sleeping in tis lab,
we are playing softball in tis field....
got a lot of things tht we not able to forget...
for those couples,skool is the best place for them...
cos they can see each other.....
have lunch together,walk together or else....
i tink i will cry when the time i need to graduate...
much more things i cant forget...included happy,sad,funny memories...
i'm greet tht i'm studying in tis skool,
cos it make me knew all of u....

Saturday, December 27, 2008

张敬轩 - 无能为力

张敬轩 - 无能为力

作词:张敬轩 作曲:张敬轩



醒了我却还是闭着眼睛
只有这样才能留住梦境
还看见我最爱的眼睛
还有你偷偷亲吻我的情景
醒了我都不会挣开眼睛

是怕泪水慢慢吞噬心情
原以为我们有了约定
就能够听见朋友祝福的声音
还来不及和你

和你在一起
数着天空里坠落的星星
你已经离我而去
爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一

我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里
我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后 我们对爱竟会无能为力

醒了我都不会挣开眼睛
是怕泪水慢慢吞噬心情
原以为我们有了约定
就能够听见朋友祝福的声音
还来不及和你
和你在一起记住
属于你的一点一滴
你已经离我而去 爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一

我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里
我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
谁会想到曾经相爱的人
还没到最后 我们已经对爱无能为力



siao zha bo days~~

Part 1 ......playing in the living room~!!
No capture pls~~><
This baby gal call royaline~she is cool~
金鱼姐姐(Vi yak) is trying to cheat her....but she juz ignore~

And we are trying to take a photo wif her...oppsss....she is bo song liao....
But finally she is ok jor....finally look the camera...(mayb i'm not leng enough..haha)
Part 2....bbq~

We really like to act~~~so sweet~


opppssss!!!zhen zhen bo song liao...jealous d~haizz

Part 3....lollipop came....eating in the living room..

yo~~alcohol neh.....i tink it is 19.5% like tht...

Take a photo sin....sai mang~~haha

Ms lollipop haven drink the alcohol oso drunk d....haizz..><


合卺交杯~~so pro.....
drink 1st...aiya...gv ppl captured d... Started to drunk~~~
Act....neew 007...gals 1..haha

Part 4.....accompany ms lollipop cook something~


yo...our chicken..i'm so serious there....


So pro.....

Act like really know how to cook lerr....haha

Part 5....living room eating again~


I eat,I eat,I eat eat eat~ms lollipop bz for eating her chicken...

I'm coming~~~go away go away!!!

opppsss!!they saw my chicken jor~!!!

arggg!!!!!!!all is 饿鬼~~!!my chicken need to sacrifice jor....T.T

We are trying to molest the parrot...haha..jkjk

Ms lollipop drink water while Xiao dong drink alcohol...act geh...haha

It's turn to let me and ms lollipop act sweet~~zhen zhen is trying to eat my hair....too hungry d~

Part 6.....we are in the kitchen~



Acting 家庭主妇...tis house wife know taekwado 1...no need use knife...

nononono!!!tis house wife sangat wicked!!!

tis house wife much more normal...haha..u r the best~

Part 7...4 ppl in a toilet~

yo....got hantu!!!


haha....the hantu is me la~!!!!!

my turn to take the phone~!!!

zhen zhen go out...ms lollipop come inside d~!!!

we are pang sai-ing!!!pls go outside!!!

i wan to take off my cloths,but gv ppl tou pai!!!argg~~~


bathing~~~!~hahhaha....

Last part.....birthday cake~

yea...eat cake d~~~~cheese oreo~

Finally royaline said something to us~~yohoo!!!

while waiting my mum come...i go play the piano..haha...marriage d'amour~

Finally i have finish the blog....so long~!!!!!

tht was my 261208!!!belated birthday for xiao dong~!!!!


Friday, December 26, 2008

Siao Zha Bo's Night~

Omg!!!
we are getting 38 and 38 jor...
keep playing all the day...haha
jadi siao zha bo d....hahaha

Stef's advertisement..hahaha

Saturday, December 20, 2008

I will be...

I will be-Avril Lavigne

there's nothing i could say to you
nothing i could ever do to make you see
what you mean to me
all the pain, the tears i cried
still you never said goodbye
and now i know how far you'd go
i know i let you down
but it's not like that now
this time i'll never let you go
i will be all that you want
and get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
all my life
i'll be with you forever
to get you through the day
and make everything okay
i thought that i had everything i didn't know what life could bring
but now i see, honestly
you're the one thing i got right
the only one i let inside
now i can breathe
'cus you're here with me
and if i let you down
i'll turn it all around'
cus i will never let you go
i will be all that you want
and get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
all my life
i'll be with you forever
to get you through the day
and make everything okay
'cus without you i can't sleep
i'm not gonna ever ever let you leave
you're all i've got
you're all i want
yeah
and without you i don't know what i'd do
i could never ever live a day without you
here with me do ya see
you're all i need
and i will be all that you want
and get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
all my life (my life)i'll be with you forever (forever)
to get you through the day
and make everything okay (okay)
i will be (i'll be)
all that you want and get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
all my life
i'll be with you forever
to get you through the day
and make everything okay

死党给我的话~铭记与心

死党给我的话~铭记与心

黄雪霓My dear..Everyone do hope their lover happy everyday...Y not?U like to look at yr lover cry?Not mah...You should forgive him..Mayb he really wanna reply u!But now his situation dont allow him to do tat..But dont forget..As a friend...We want u to be happy too...

李微雯Dont think d la!U mostly become ki xiao!I help you find another 1!

柯晓真Ya,we will help you find another 1!I will introduce to you!

廖茜蔓Aiyo...dont think d la...Wan secret la...

龚意翔喂,你还放不下噢?哎...朋友放下吧~听我的~

陈伟恒:看开点~如果真的要放下,狠心点,删掉所有他的东西,我试过,很有效^^


etc.................................................

有,我真的有试过放下,我真的有....
可是放不放得下又是另一回事...
有的开心,难道我不要吗?
我记得每次我一听这首歌我一定会哭...
“我紧闭双眼 摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里
我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后
我们对爱竟会无能为力”
我会不自觉地想起,我们所经历过的东西....
也会想起,我看到他们拍拖,开心的样子....
我会很恨自己,到底在等什么?
可是有些东西,是之前没经历过的,
所以会特别的刻骨铭心....
我们经历过的,是表面看不到的...

今天回学校,看到了很多我们去过的地方,
相遇的地方,吵架的地方....
一个人,慢慢的又流泪了...
脑海中出现的画面....真得让我很舍不得...

27th years marriage anniversary~

27th years marriage anniversary~
Congratulation and celebration~~
Yeah!!!Sweet~~~
Today is my parents 27th years marriage anniversary~
wow~so long time d lo~~hahaha
Love them very much~
Muackzzzzzzz~~yohoooo!



Friday, December 19, 2008

Y@k Family!!!


Y@k Family!!!
zhen zhen,yee yee and wen wen...
hahah...we specially took the photo tat din look at the camera...
haha..funny hor??love it~!!!!
Muackzzzz~~~

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Sick for 3 daysss!!!

Sick for 3 daysss!!!
the face when i was sick....
stomachache and fever...
arggggg~~~~~~~~~~~
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Y@k Family rock!!!!!
Finally we have create a new family...
the original name is come from....
Homaniac....
Stephanie-----Stefaniac
Vivi-----------Vivianiac
Qttie----------Qaniac
then we asked how to pronouns it...
then i said....vi yak....
then the Y@k Family come out d~~hahaha

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

其实我不喜欢粉红色,更不爱猪....

其实我不喜欢粉红色,更不爱猪....
每次对别人说,
我很喜欢猪,喜欢到无法自拔,
去到礼物店,我都会吵朋友买关于猪的东西给我,
甚至生日礼物。
我甚至自己做了一个猪的模型,
最近才刚买了一个猪的铺满....
看着它们,问自己,
我真的喜欢吗?
自问从来不喜欢粉红色的东西,
当朋友问我喜欢什么公仔,我都说没有,
没有特别喜欢什么...
可是最近怎么好像变了啊??
猪,还要是粉红色的....
是因为人的关系吗?
感觉上失去了他,却要找一些东西来代替...
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最近又好像不一样了...
在我生活中仿佛出现了什么东西,
连我自己都想不透...
很想停止所有的想法,
可是...................