突然觉得...我是开心的，他们是幸福的...

突然间心血来潮，把他们一一的找出来...
龙，鱼，朱，和...（不是全部都有在一起过，是喜欢过）
他们是幸福的咯...
其中三个已经恋爱了...
还有一个啊...（当事人应该知道我在讲谁咯...哈哈）
他呢...很明显有喜欢的人了咯...
可怜的他，还不告白...（快手快脚咯，不然就苏州过后无艇搭）
那三个啊...幸福到~~~~
其中一个已经在一起超过一年了~
另外两个在一起几个月了~
还是那句...是幸福的咯！！！哈哈
我？！是开心的咯~
看到他们一个个幸福的样子~~~~
我和其中一个是特别好的...（最快分手那一个...龙）
我差不多什么东西都跟他讲，
他呢~也还不错~会安慰一下下~
当然啦！我不会每次都找他，久久一次~
还是那句~我是开心的，他们是幸福的！

I tell ur guys a thing,u all should proud of me!

The feeling is dropping now...
wat i wrote in my private blog,
i'm starting to stp it,
and trying to use other ways to think it..
hey..darS..
"i'm pretty enough to do it!"
i can use other ways to think it jor...
do you all happy??
yiek yiek yiek~!!!
i know u did!
how jek??
got reward mou?hahaha
come come give me a kiss kiss ler..(for galsss onli hur!)

YOY0Y0YO~!!

I didn't realise that there are already hampers in my house jor~!!
it's extremely beautiful~~haha
i like it~!!!

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How??my face look better than b4 hur??

i tink so~!!haha...at least i have mood to capture photo lo~!!!

haha~!!!!

Pls....Enough d...

Pls Enough d...
i know i'm stupid enough..
i know i'm useless...
i know i'm unnessary...
so...stop it...now and ever!
i cant afford it....from excited changed to cried...
the highest dropped to the lowest...
i really cant afford it....
dont tink tht i'm strong...sorry...i'm not!
dun said tht i'm tough....i'm not!
from now on...I GIVE UP!

My Name Is................

My Name Is Stephanie la!!!!!!!
no stephine
no stefany
no stephany
no stephanaie
no steffy
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no title....

我讨厌 冬天的风冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜 闭上眼睛
我看到了恶魔
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空出现一道裂缝直接刻到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你
不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你
你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
总在我心里
最后一句其实还爱你

MC day+Wat a Day~

Not tht kind of "MC" la...
today is Creative motion club's enroll new members day~
Chung ka and me would be the MC~
at first i was not nervous at all...
oppositely,chung ka nervous until kept trembling...
walaoeh..=.="
and we rehearsal and rehearsal...
hiew chung ka really ><..
kept missed things!
aiyoyo~!!!!!
it's time we need to face to the audience...
quenie expect us stand on the middle of trhe stage!!
omg~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we took the wireless mike...
kept viewed the draft...
the form1 and 2 de students really no respond geh...
luckily they didn't Buu us!
phewwww~
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I tot everything had past....
I tot everything is okay now...
I tot i will not heard ur news anymore...
but now??wat is happening now??
why you appear again?!
cant you just hide and go ahead wif your business??!
you are driving us mad!
yea...b4 we were classmate,b4 we were tuition fren...
even u took him go,i oso din hate you,
why?!why you wan to break them??
i'm alone,i'm single,i dont mind!
but they are couple!now and ever!
yea...mayb u r glamor,
i'm not!we are not!
but the things we have,u dont have!
the god is fair,no need envy!

I feel bad......

An undescribeable feeling in my mind,my heart...
i duno how to describe it...
it's really driving me mad....
cant take it out from my mind....
i just want to say....Stop running in my mind!
i cant afford it...
every1 oso say i should not do tht...
but wat should i do??i duno y the feeling until now oso haven go..
maybe tht day i should not go...den everything will be ok...rite??
but i went d,cant regret....
i'm trying to tell myself,tht1 is the only 1...
once i saw tht thing,i will feel extremely bad...
Extremely bad!

背影.....

A memorable song for me...
everytime i heard it,i will thinking bout him...
he said tht tis was the song between he and her..
but at the same time...this song oso the song between us...
he will not listen this song anymore...

nan..chonma cuwae...jinja cuwae...kesarami aniya...kesarami jinja aniya...ketehya...
this is not for him..but is for him...but he never know tht...i wish to tell him tht pig already dissapear in my mind...he was my past tense,u r my present and future tense...

Actually..........

Actually i'm quite happy in this class geh~!!!XD
b'cos they are not like my imagination.....
i tot tht they will be very cool,
by the way,they are freindly and funny~
although i'm not same class wif zhen zhen and wen wen them..
but we oso meet everyday ler~!!!
just like b4~~~~hahahahahah

yoyoyo....new year new blogskin~!!!!!

Finally i changed my blogskin again....
the skin maker also call Stephanie ler...sooo ngam~~haha
Reopen Skool a few days jor lu....
busy until pang sai oso no time..(eh..i'm serious..haha)
saw him,him and him..(how come so many him??)
juz 1 only lo...the common 1...haha
he is soooo sweet~~alwayz paktuo wif his gal..(sure la..abuden..=.=)
alwayz pass through my class...i saw him but i act din see him...wakaka..(i like to act mah..)
actually my heart hv feeling de lo...but i cannot show out..(cos i'm a artist..haha)
weeeeeeee~~~

I'm Totally ><......

I'm Totally ><......

I'm totally ><>
31/12/08-4/1/09...
everyday 2,3am++ only slept....
1++pm only woke up....
my life totally up side down....
i'm wondering how i gonna wake up tomorrow??
6am?!omg..................
cannot tahan d.....i'm getting die~

3/1/09
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11am woke up....12pm reached ktm....
i almost mad when i met them AGAIN!
they are my school frens...
i oledi met them for 2 days~!!
den quenie and I went to buy ticket to kl sentral...
gosh...Quenie had brought touch and go...
she din tell me at all...I'm going to buy it...
as yuko also got go,when we reached serdang we have to came down and wait her..
cos it suddenly rain~!!!
Quenie and I stood at the aisle there...
but we were still get wet.......arggg..
Yuko came,den she told her shoes had totally wet~
she have to buy a new shoes...
but suddenly gave up,
cos she is waiting her mum to buy for her~
then the ktm came....gosh...finally..........
then we reached kl sentral....
changed to monorail....
did you know wat happen to us when we were using the escalator?
the escalator was suddenly stopped~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gosh.....shock me....
then we reached imbi....gosh....i met them again~!!!
how mant times i need to meet them??
we said hi den straight away went...hahhaha
we went penang village ate our lunch lo....
suddenly my bro called me,
he asked me...do you know who i saw just now?i saw xiao qian!
den i asked him where is him...
he said he is in ts...gosh...
why dont you fetch me come?!
den i told him,i knew...
cos we dated xiao qian came geh...
den xiao qian came and met us....with terek~
den we chat chat chat lo...
after we ate,we shop ourselve lo...
cos dun1 kacau ppl paktuo mah..dun1 to be spotlight~
den we bought something den went bk midvalley le...
there was around 4pm...
went we reached midvally,it was already 4.45++...
then we shop shop shop....
i have to help my sis buy perfume....
cos her fren birthday....
budget is around rm150..
gosh....text me meh...how to buy o....
luckily Quenie was there,if not sure i quarrel wif my sis!
hate it~~~~~
after we packed then went shopping lo....
walao...i bought many thingssss...hahaha
my leg totally bcame cacat jor...
around 7pm...we got to go home jor...
cos we were oso invited to the fren's party.....
we were late...Quenie mummy is scolding...
den Quenie took me as a rescue...
she said i wan pang sai wa......omg~wan said oso dun1 to say tis la.....
mummy....my image was spoil!
den we reached kajang lo....straight away went there...
den we ate ate ate lo....
i met my ex neighbour ler...
but he forgot me jor...cham...he just rmb my sis.....
then my sis came....den we chat chat chat...
den we went to wei liong de house lo...haha...
around 11pm den we have to go jor..
tis time was bosco fetched us...
we went to limteh at station 1 sg long....
we chat lo....play lo....
around 1am++,den we went home jor lo....
tis was my 3/1/09 and 4/1/09...hahahahaha