come back!!!!!!!

Last week,Sunday early in the morning...
my dad had accidentally woke me up...
cos he were preparing to take the CPU to repair...

around 9.00am,i woke up d....
it was really early...
i planned to sleep until 12pm++,cos i slept in the midnight around 2 or 3....
in an additional,i was working all the day!!!!

then my dad went out himself...
around 1 hour,he came bk d...
he said the CPU need to Format!!
it was OK...i felt ntg...
the CPU came bk around 6pm...
everything inside was gone...

today is 27/11/08,the day around 1 week from last week..
i already dont use the pc for 1 week...
from last week until now...
while i'm sitting infront of the computer,
i just realised that............
ALL MY MSN CONVERSATION RECORD HAS BEEN DELETED!
my conversation has been deleted,
my conversation has been deleted,
this sentences is running in my mind.....
my first feeling was.....
the only thing i can review,
the only thing i can save,
the only thing between us.......
HAS BEEN DELETED!
no...dont do that to me......
how.......inside the conversation got many many many memories...
just like XxXxxxXX...@#$%^*@.....
sooooooooo nice........

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just holiday few days only,i already fat 2 kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!omg!omg!omg!omg!
how?how?how?how?how?
mummy.......i dun wan 2 eat d!!!!!!
everyday sit on the office,everyday do same things!!!!
dun move at all!!!!!
Argggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP ME!!!!!!!

tired yet dissapointed....

I'm happy bcos of today i went dancing...

it was really tired and happy...

bcos we almost complete all steps d...

and very happy....

I'm dissapointed bout i will be in G class next year...

it's really shock me....

i didn't mention tht i will be in G class next year...

and the worst was...i'm the last who change in this class..

it mean i will be the last in this class...

y....y......if my result bad abit den i no need go G class d...

do you how stress when u r in G class???

it is really kill me...

tell me how....all my frens oso in H classs..

vv,cutie,xin jie,guan ren,pay min....and MORE!

how....in G class i dun hv fren...

i duno who i can sit with....how....

it is really terrible....i hope it was the dream and get up quickly!

4H......come back......dun leave me alone....

finally can on9 d....

My working place...

gosh....kept working for 4 days....
tired until duno wat can say d....
acc department...
i knew a lot of frens...
jolene,jane,peggy,yanan,dayang,razaini,martin,henry,joanne,aton,chock,ms.leem,zaihan,mahdir,shu ping,bill and more!!!
damn happy...haha..took many experience...haha...
i need to work until end of year ler....
CLOSING TIME....'
acc department will be busy,busy and busy!!!!

OMG
i'm damn happy now!!!
all is ms.lollipop's false...
dun make me dissapointed!!
i cant wait edi!!!!!!!
weeeeeee!!!!
(copied from ms.vivi,of course it was wat i thought)

My working face....serious huh?

最后一封....

一直都不想承认已经爱上他了...
每次都说只是很喜欢，还没到爱...
每次都说爱过的人只有阿龙一个...
到现在为止都没有第二个...
目的是想让心里过的好一些，
受伤时都不会感到太痛...
要放开时不会太难...
可是事情往往不能如你所愿，
俗语说得好“骗得了别人，骗不了自己”
我现在感受到了...
真的很难，看到他时不懂要给出什么反应...
认识还是不认识，
笑还是不笑，
打招呼还是不打招呼，
看到他们拍拖时是不是应该避开，
如果避不开我又应该怎样...
真得很烦，至少他们两个人，
而我？一个人...
我知道你们会说我还有你们，
可是在感情的世界里，就只有我一个人独自得面对，独自的承受...
哭，我只能一个人躲在角落偷偷的哭...
在学校，假装看着窗外的风景，其实已经不经意的流泪了...
在家，走进冲凉房，开着洒发，假装在冲凉，其实只想把自己淋醒....
其实我觉得自己很了不起了，
我觉得我自己表现的很好了，
至少没有泼妇骂街，没有把事情问清楚，
没有逼他说出真相，
当我知道他们拍拖的时候，
也是我正式退出的时候...
我记得他跟我说过，
只要时机一到，他就会把他的对象告诉我...
虽然我很早就发现了，可是我却没有揭穿，
目的是要他亲口告诉我，
可是到现在，到现在为止，
他都没亲口告诉我...
你要走，你可以走，可是答应过我的事情可以办了才走吗？
我很乖，你叫我别哭，我没哭...
你叫我帮你想怎样令她开心，
我想了，告诉你了...
可是自从那天，七月二十一号，我们最后一天聊天，传简讯...
很快的就要四个月了...
期间，我们见到面没有再笑，
没有讲话，没有玩，没有msn，没有sms...
你怎么可以说走就走，
你怎么可以说不理我就不理我，
你有没有想过我的感受？
你是知道我喜欢你的，难道爱她爱到没有跟我说话的余地吗？
连做一个朋友都不行？一个普通朋友都不行？
甚至讨厌我了...
被人讨厌的人应该是你吧？为什么是我？
你有权利吗？我都还没说讨厌你...
我朋友曾经叫我把你留住，问你如果她没有回来，我们有没有可能...
我知道我没有资格留你，可是当别人说你坏话的时候，我也不至于要帮你说好话吧？
可是我做了，我傻到帮你说好话，
昨天是收书的时候，我知道我一定会看到你，
当叫班叫到去F班的时候，你知道我有几紧张吗？
我很怕看到你，甚至还会跟你说话，
我不想你影响我最后一天的心情，
可是最后你做到了，你把我弄哭了，
我只能假假的去洗手，偷偷的躲在橱后面哭，
我知道我不能去太久，很快的我把眼泪搽干，
回去了，我朋友都懂我发生什么事了...
全部说我38...我觉得也是...
本来在很久以前准备了一封信是要给你的，
可是我觉得没有那个必要了，
我已看到你幸福的样子，
这是对我最好的证明...
证明你是真得开心，是真的幸福...
够了，说好最后一封，就是最后一封...
真心的祝福你们，
也希望我真心的祝福能换回我最原始的快乐...

Final result?!5 As?

Finally,finally ,finally....

finally i had over my exam....

it is really killing me...

6 october----4 november

just like SPM?!gosh.....

Did you know what life it is?

just like put me in the jail...

i was trying to escape all the day..

but how am i going to do tht?

But now..i'm free~~~~~

can play,can talk,can on9,can watch drama somemore..

no1 can stop me for doing those things...

Finally i was escaped from the jail...

welcome back to the world~

the exam over d....

it is the time to say goodbye 2 my frenssss...

b'cos holiday is around the corner!!!

really corner..haha

it is the time to worring bout my result too...

but....i had knew some of them...

okok la...haha...

the happiest thing is....i had took 5 As....

but i knew tis 5 subjects any tom,dick or harry oso can take...haha

but quite happy la...cos can tell my parent..haha..no need give them scold..

but...i have to work in tis holiday....

work in my dad company~~

work as a??

"bean counter"=accountant

my mum called me go take experience wor...

ok lo...but her main aim is wan me 2 give her money~~

b'cos she wan to go shanghai~

she wan me,my bro and my sis belanja her....

ok lo....she happy than ok d....haha