不知道..

哭，是一种情绪上的表现。

哭，可以是开心的哭。

哭，也可以是感动的哭。

哭，更可以是伤心的哭。


别说哭不好，

因为它可以释放真正的自己，

把情绪都释放出来。


曾经看过一篇文章，

里面说哭可以促进新陈代谢，

对身体好。


喜怒哀乐本来就是用来形容当下的心情，

开心时，喜。

生气时，怒。

伤心时，哀。

高兴时，乐。

原本是一件很简单的事情，

被人类搞得复杂了。


爱情，

它真的需要存在吗？

没了它就不行了吗？

这话题也许会惹来不少的争议，

单身的会觉得，不需要。

恋爱当中的会觉得，需要。

没错，爱情会带给人们不少的快乐，回忆。

可是爱情又何尝不是带给人们不少的伤痛呢？

失恋了，劈腿了，

也有些人连在一起的机会都没有就被伤了。

值得吗?

被一个不在乎你的人伤，值得吗？

无论他说了多少的甜言蜜语，千言万语，

到最后才发现，原来什么都不曾发生，

原来自己什么都不是，

原来所有的甜言蜜语只会逗留在那时，

带不过来了，

只能回忆，回忆后会觉得是甜蜜的，

那时候的我们是甜蜜的，

我们曾经拥有过，

开心过后，生气来了。

生气为什么他忍心丢下我，

为什么他要对我说甜言蜜语，

为什么要给假希望，

为什么不解释清楚。

生气走了，伤心来了。

伤心是因为为什么我们的日子酱短，

为什么现在的我只能回忆过去，

为什么在他心中的不是我，

为什么他不曾想我的感受，

为什么我将爱他，

为什么放弃一个人酱难，

为什么只有我独自承受。

伤心走了，高兴来了。

高兴是因为可以往下一个目标出发了，

是因为可以不用逗留在那伤心的回忆，

是因为下一个会更好。


我曾经用心的爱过你，

我曾经为你哭过，

虽然不知道自己是否坚强，

至少我努力的尝试过。

虽然我不曾住过你心里，

可是谢谢你给的回忆。

你曾经说过的东西，

我会记住，

也希望你不会忘记曾经答应过我什么，

希望这承诺不是因为没把握。

我放了。

往你要的方向出发，

我不会再是你要顾虑的，

无论你到哪里，

请记得曾经有一个爱过你的人，

一直在你背后，

默默地在为你加油.....

random~

random~

I separate it Wif colours..

Sport day~

today i went to school wif sport wear,

just bcause tht our journey is started now..

WE HAVE TO COMPETITION~

lolx...last year d..so decided to take part..

I'm a softball player~

today quiet happy geh..

but also unhappy la..

bcos of some noob members..

sorry to say tht they have no BRAIN!!

when the thing happened..

all of us were just like "OMG!"

sorry tht i have to scold bad word now!

WAT THE FUCK!

My hand so dirty~~


Lee ah wen~!!!

Our team...
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School day~

Result all came out..

I knew all my result..

not tht bad..

satisfied lo~hahahahaha

happy happy~

at least din get the last 1..

i get 11 in my class..

ok hur?hahaha..

but it was just ujian bulanan la...

the most difficult 1 not yet come..

so~ I HAVE TO WORK HARD SUMMORE!

Daib punya orang~lolx
Sohai jun!hahahahaha..my monitor~

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Dance day~

I have to dance these few days..

monday,tuesday,wednesday,thrusday,friday,saturday,sunday~

bcos I HAVE TO PERFORMANCE SOON!

not only 1 performance,but 2!

next monday need to show teacher..

wednesday need to rehearsal infront of our principle..

friday need to perform infront 120 principlesssss!

GOSH~~~

really busy recently man~~~

I still need to perform in hari kebudayaan~

lolx...

today i saw my 3 little cuties~~

they are awesome!cute!pretty!

1 of them like to smile always..

1 of them like to cry alwayz..

1 of them like to act cool alwayz...

My 3 little babies...cry 1...cool 1...smile 1...

Suen qin...she is the 1 i like the most..cos she alwayz SMILE~

勇敢太久了吗？

勇敢太久了吗？

瞬间的觉得，

你们很衬，我不配...

一开始我就不应该在里面，

我有什么资格？

宝贝，我想你....

Happy Birthday To My Dearest~

Happy Birthday To My Dearest~

Sook kuan jie jie..(邱嫂）
happy birthday ar~~
as u like pinky pinky..so i wrote in pink colour lo..
c~~~I'm sooo good~haha
wait wait wait..sing a birthday song for u sin..
Happy birthday to U~~
Happy birthday to U~~
Happy birthday to sookkuan jie jie,
Happy birthday to U!!!!

now..i use some different languages to greet u~
English-Happy birthday
Chinese-生日快乐
Cantosene-生辰快乐
Hakka-sengyi fai lo
Korean-Sangyi chukahamida~

hope you happy happy all the day ya~~
muakzzzzz~!

Wat an Unlucky Day..

Wat an Unlucky Day..

Many things were happened today..
my hand got burn..
my leg got cut..
and oso......I've short-sightness..lolx
but not very serious la...still ok..
at least still can see thing clearly..lolx
and...something I'm not really hope happened..
I hope it will not last longer..
cos I duno how to handle it...

Good Grammar...

Good Grammar...

This is wat my frens told me......
Our world without them will become more nicer..
Our world included them will make us look nicer...


So lolx lo.............hahahhaha

Teehee~~

Teehee~~

I'm going out wif quenie tomolo...[maybe]
cos she haven call me yet..
maybe we will just yam cha or wat la..
at least I no need stay home like noob lo..hahah

In A Relationship

In A Relationship
I'm in a relationship.

Let me tell you how we know each other..


We knew each other when i was in Form1..


Introduced by my family.(seldom heard it?family introduced bf..lolx)


I don't like him.


But my parent alwayz console me.


Said that he is good,he can bring more future for me..


He look noob.so I dont like.


But when time past by time,

I found that I got a bit like him d..

He doesn't look noob,but He look handsome..haha

Like already changed to Love..

How...??!!!I wan to show my love to him d..

I did it..and I SUCCESS!!!

He accepted me la~~~~wohooo~teehee~!!!

and now we start our journey..

We are in a relationship..

Here is him...My boyfriend call SPM...

Happy Birthday Mei Chan~

Inside..

Inside...

Front...

Happy Birthday Mei Chan~

Happy Birthday To U..

Happy Birthday To U..

Happy Birthday To MeiChan..

Happy Birthday To U!!!!

yOU already reached ur sweet 17 la~~~

can get a license jor!!~~

wohooooo~!!!

Anyway~~enjor ur day ar~~

The card i made for U hope U will like it la~!!!!

Love U always~~

Muackkzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Songs...

Songs..


那英—梦一场
我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺

我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活

只是这样的日子

同样的方式

还要多久

我们改变了态度

而接纳了对方

我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想

只是这样的日子

还剩下多少

已不重要

时常想起过去的温存

它让我在夜里不会冷

你说一个人的美丽是认真

两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样像梦一场

我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方

我能原谅

你的荒唐

荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样如梦一场

我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶

让你去疯

让你去狂

让你在没有我的地方坚强

让我在没有你的地方疗伤

为你我受冷风吹 林忆莲
为你我受冷风吹

寂寞时候流眼泪

有人问我是与非

说是与非

可是谁又真的关心谁

若是爱已不可为

你明白说吧无所谓

不必给我安慰

何必怕我伤悲

就当我从此收起真情谁也不给

我会试着放下往事

管它过去有多美

也会试着不去想起

你如何用爱将我包围

那深情的滋味

但愿我会就此放下往事

忘了过去有多美

不盼缘尽仍留慈悲

虽然我曾经这样以为

我真的这样以为

为你我受冷风吹

寂寞时候流眼泪

有人问我是与非

说是与非

可是谁又真的关心谁

关心谁

会关心谁

谁会关心谁

Finally I return to the normal world...

Finally I return to the normal world...

almost ki siao and suicide...
although we just exam for 3 dayss..
but i really felt like in prison...
everyday nervous like hell..
even i slept..i can felt tht my hand was trembling and my heart pump fast!
haizz..mayb i get heart attack?!who's know?
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my mood was extremely bad today..
know y??
i knew my ak's mark.~~~~
i tot i will get 100!
but i din!i juz get 98....t.t
pek gong arrrr....y~~y wan did tis to me~~~
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I was not dare to tink of him these few days...
i scare it will make me cant concentrate..
so..i refuse to tink it..
but now...exam had over.......
think back.......memorize bk....
suddenly feel tht...
u love sum1..not meant to having him..
as long as he happy...den everything wil be okay..
at least we had our time...No Regret......

I believe that..Sometime Love Is Beautiful...

I believe that..Sometime Love Is Beautiful...

Thinking of him recently....
Appear In my mind again...
I tot I've forgotten...
I dreamed of him that day...
In my dream..we are frens..
we recover d...but when I open my eye..
Everything was a dream...

My School Life

My School Life

Honestly...My school life is kinda happy lo...haha

but hor...In my teacher list..there is a teacher who is emo a bit de...

Encik SA-A-DON...

I have to pronounce his name dgn baik-baik..

if not gv him scold..haha

I still remembered the 1st day he came wat he taught us..

PRO-FE-SIO-NAL..

from tht day on...I wont forget this word..hahahah

okok..today he emo again...

He said wan teach us tatabahasa b4 we get into the exam week..

so he decided not to do ujian lisan today..

(ps:the ujian lisan already did for 1 month but havent complete yet..My english teacher just used 1 week to cover it all...)

okay...we started our journey..he said..today no need copy the work into the exercise book..

cos he wan to make it as fast as he can..

FASTER?!used 2 periods to do 8 questions without copy it into the exercise book?

really FAST...haha..

we were going to do the last question...whole class was silent..

i wasn't really rmb wat he said in the class b4 he went..

I just know..when our class was totally silent..he suddenly emo and said "ini adalah cikgu nak ajar hari ini,terima kasih pelajar" den straight away walked out the class..

wah...we totally didn't gv respond for him is just bcos it was SO SUDDEN!

here it is..Encik Sa-a-don...

In a Nut shell~

In a Nut shell~



Changed my blogskin again....sienz then changed nia..lolx



28/2/2009

Busy,busy and busy..........................!

I was woke up at 8am just bcos i need to attend the softball training..

wan competition jor..so TERPAKSA go lo...><

damn tired.......

reached there at 8.55am...

gosh...i had late!they just warmed up!

aiyoyo..i need to run alone nia...

they ran 2 rounds....late 1 need to run 3 rounds!

haizz....ran alone lo....

ran,ran,ran....

then did some exercise to prevent the body get hurt lo....

den took the the glove and played with micness~

we are alwayz together from the begginning until now!hahaha..

I used to play wif her jor....xD

after a while...gosh...my sight started to be unclear...

I knew that I wan pengsan jor just bcos i havent take my breakfast yet!

den i called micness let me rest a while lo..

den asked permission form my chairman for buying breakfast...

aiyoyo~our instructor came nia...

TEK CHEONG...normally we call him FEI CHEONG...haha..kesiannya~

Tht time I really felt uncomfortable...so I just sat there and watched them lo...

den when I decided not to go studio tht time...

I just knew that no1 is going to the activity...

adrian listen undang...sam got thing to do...quenie do lesser..

tht time i was soooo ><...

how come no1 tell me tht today i'm the only who attend to the activity?

they dont ever gv me a sigh tht i need to conduct the meeting!

suddenly where I find the things to say for 30 mins???

nvm...I went there.....

tried hard to use all the time...

talk some craps...and else!

after half an hour...I need to go back home just bcos I have to group study wif friends..

I went back home at 11.50am...took bath and prepared everything else,

12.30pm..I departed to Jusco belakong...

traffic jam......took me time....reached there about 1pm!

went and met joey them lo...

den mint's dad came and fetched us to her house...

studied studied studied...

until 5pm...we decided to go home just because mint's parents have to attend a wedding party lo..

night....around 7.30pm....family decided to have a movie...

guess wat?I watched 幸福万岁..!do you envy and curious/wondering y i wan watch tht??

the movie is 18PL...haha...

ask my dad lo....hahahah

when i finished the movie it was already 11.30pm!

gosh...I planned to sleep early today just bcos i need to attend a workshop tml for 10hours!

reached home den quickly prepared all my things...

wat a busy day.......



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28/2/2009-1/3/2009



although there is no 29/2 in this year...

but oso need to wish u Birthday geh..

Ah Lu!!Happy Birthday ar~!!!!!!

wish you all the best~!!!!



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1/3/2009

woke up at 6 am...gosh..tired dao~~

tiding up myself....

reached czip lee at 6.50am lo...

aiyoyo...dun hv ppl lerr....waited in the car lo..

after a few minutes..siao zha bo came d...haha

we chat chat chat lo..den another siao zha bo came jor..

we decided to buy candy to prevent sleeping during workshop..hahaha

den bus came...chat chat chat...memorize memorize memorize..emo emo emo...

reached jor..haha..registered lo....

!@##!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()_......

after the workshop..it was ardy 7pm!

gosh..took my nyawa..hahaha

it was raining day~~ran to the bus lo....hahah

the most interest thing came.......

they played kai bao wa......take off the pant~

got 3 ppl kena......ck,choon and som1 i duno...hahha

really funny la..

all work together...hahah

reached kajang bout 8pm..

we decided to have dinner together...

Pizza HUT!The worst restaurant i ever been!!!!

gosh........!!!the mushroom soup is watery,the bread is ><,the plasta is cold!!!!

WTF!!!!damn it...waste my money!